I am feeling more and more discouraged about South Korea. I had a bad moment where I broke down crying over whether I am a pretty girl and shit like that that I hadn't done since I was 18 or 19, before I just accepted my facial hair and learned what genderqueer meant. I didn't realize just how strict their view of women were. I don't want to fall ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I spent all day going through various videos, forums, and recruiter sites to continue researching on teaching in South Korea. I have been sort of doing some of this already, here and there reading horror stories and reading what all of the requirements are, even learning Korean culture away from the kdramas I have been watching over the ( Read more... )

Today is a girly sort of day for me. The problem is, I suppose is that I feel so shameful for feeling girly. I was born female, but I have disowned that part of me. It has caused so much shame and confusion as it stands, and for me to feel girly (damn Disney princesses) is like I have no right. Like no longer being friends with someone and yet ( Read more... )

A year ago, I ased a question on Y! Answers about other people who were gendernuetral or genderqueer adopting kids and such. No one really gave me a secure answer. This question was asked a year ago or so. Today, someone left me a messege about it, which has made me feel very light on my feet.

From: Leito

Subject: Single genderqueer?

Message: I saw ( Read more... )

 I did some writing today. I always feel a little BAMF after writing. Going to spend tonight watching French and Saunder: At the Movies. This week is a little more productive. Tomorrow is Warehouse 13 with Helena. Too bad I can't hang out in the community with a live stream going. Tuesday, I have to go see about apprenticeships. I am not going back ( Read more... )

Tonight is a meeting with a trans* group called the Gender Alliance from 7-9. Told my mother this is where I will be. She worries, lol. Kidding. Robert the man-child has some show for a festival. My mom is going to sing as part of his set. Other than along to the radio, I don't think I have ever heard my mother sing before. I know she told me she ( Read more... )

 So many good things happening lately. Well, my life has been a Glee-filled mess. The empty dull ache is gone, and has been for a while. I think that is because of Jackie, proving my theory that I need a dog or a cat. I will get one as soon as I move.

Now, I am not sure if I will be going back to Evergreen in the fall. I have been trying to get ( Read more... )

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Fuck you, I'm an oyster!!!

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